Ok - who paused time?

So I never seem to know what to write anymore. I feel like I'm in some perpetual state of indecision and can't take any action until other people make decisions for me.

I'm almost done at UM. I want to start at Starbucks already and know my hours. I need to get a second job or a volunteer job or something to do with my time.

I want to get accepted to college or hell even rejected as long as it helps me decide where I'm going or what I'm doing.

If you're sensing a little bit of frustration with my life then you are probably correct. I hate relying on other people to make decisions.

This being said I suppose I shouldn't feel this much frustration. I am so happy. I have a great new job which I've wanted for awhile. I'm going to have free time! I haven't been rejected by any colleges yet *knocks wood*. I just would feel better having something a bit more productive to do with my time. I'm sure that soon enough I will be complaining that I am too busy. But I like it better that way lol. I know I'm ranting... and if you've made it this far you should get a gold star or something. Leave me a comment and I'll mail you one.

Buh-bye Union Market! Hello Starbucks!

So I've made a few big changes in the last week or so. Alright one big change. I found a new job, at Starbucks - funny considering I don't really like coffee. It was time for new challenges and since its a job that matches the pay I am making now with more hours it seemed like the right time. It'll mean I don't have to worry about summer or next year. I'm really excited about the job, its shift supervisor and the people I'm going to be working for seem terrific. Its scary leaving Union Market and everyone there but I think I can do it and I think I'm going to like it. If not then I'll have learned my lesson! I start there the beginning of February - so give me awhile and then drop by and say hi!

Thanks to everyone who has been really supportive of my decision. I know that its what's best for me and I am excited, even though I'm really sad to be leaving a lot of good friends. Of course I'm not actually going that far!

Right now I'm at home sick with strep throat. Having a ton of fun with that. Missing more work then I really want to - alright time off is nice but not when its spent in bed - and hoping that I still have enough time to get everything done that I want to get done before I leave.

I'm tired now... just thought I would post since I haven't in awhile. Nothing special. My brain is so fried from being sick that I hope this makes sense.

Good news today :)

Yay! I am so happy - got some good news today and I really hope that something comes of it. Keeping my fingers crossed. We'll see.

Things are good right now - I think finally deciding what I want to do and knowing what I have to do to achieve it has made a huge difference. And now all I have to do is wait. I hate waiting - have I ever mentioned how I am the most impatient person in the world?

I haven't been posting much lately. Life lately has been really good - I'm really happy. Sure there are things that I would like to work on, but things are alright. I'm happy.