The leprachaun tells me to burn things

So have you ever really really loved something only to end up wishing it would burn?? Alright - I'm not insane I just really wish everything would go away. I am getting out as fast as I can. Tonight was a really bad night.

Tomorrow has to be a better day. Alright so there is absolutely nothing that says that tomorrow is going to be any better but I really hope it is.

I just want it to be after my shift tomorrow so that I can come home and study and try to get a little bit better.

I am so tired of being so upset, frustrated and depressed all the time. I am so much better then this and I can do so much better then this. I'm tired of settling because I'm afraid of taking a chance. I know that I can do whatever I want to and I'm going to do what I want to do.

Thanks to everyone who puts up with my ranting and my misery. I promise that it will be over soon.