Home is where the heart is - and you all have a piece of my heart

So this was the weekend that I have been longing for.

Friday night was good - some Skinny Phat. Parts of it were interesting, but as a whole I think I am better off for the events of the night. At least now I can truly believe that whatever else happens one thing will remain constant.

Saturday was such a good day. Had to get up early for a staff meeting but that was alright. Then it was bundling up to watch the Golden Hawks win the Yates cup!!!!! And after that - HOME! Finally I got to go home and see my Grandpa. It was good to see him because he looked so good and it made me feel a thousand times better. And after I saw him I got to see Ruthie and Saron! It was a fun night. Even if I am old and had to go to bed early lol.

Today was a great day as well. Brunch, errands and then dinner with the family.

There were some sad parts to the weekend as well. I made a trip I've been avoiding for awhile, one of those things you have to do but would like to be able to avoid doing as well. Spent some time remembering the one who is in every thought I have always. Didn't really want to leave home to come back here. Started to drop a few hints about a few things and would have liked to have been able to come clean. But I'm biding my time.

However there were a lot more good things then bad things and a lot of things that I am thankful for.
1. My family - I miss them so much and seeing them is always good. Especially my Grandpa this time... now that I have actually seen him I am so much more relaxed.
2. Brian - For being there just because he can and asking nothing in return.
3. My friends - you guys make my life happy.
4. For memories and for knowing some people, even if the time spent together was too short and the memories will always be too few. Miracles do happen and when you find proof of that fact it changes your life and the way you live it - and for that I am truly thankful. No regrets.

Being home this time showed me a lot. It showed me a lot of things that I had been afraid to face before. It made me make a lot of decisions conclusively. Not going to post them on here - but if you ask me I will tell you.