Definitely drunk blogging right now.

So I am definitely drunkenly blogging right now. Yet you will notice that I am not in the hospital with alcohol poisoning (ps. definitely the most hurtful statement of my life). I think I am definitely stronger then a lot of people in my life give me credit for. And I include myself in that statement.

So the lesson learned this weekend would be that I can survive a lot more then I thought I could. Cause it has been one shit ass weekend. And guess what? Not in the fucking hospital. The time I have spent in tears has been well wasted. And tomorrow will be another day and I will do what I have to do. Another day is done and I managed to actually enjoy some of it.

Ended up at Fiasco's tonight cause the work thing just wasn't happening for me. And it was good with Bonnie and Meg... I know that no matter what they will always love me.

Things I am thankful for:
1. Time in my life that I will NEVER regret as it brought me so much and made me realize so much.
2. That Bonnie and Meg at least understand the concept of unconditional.
3. That tomorrow as much as I hate it I will wake up and I will make it through the day.