I believe in you so much that I could die for the words that you say

So I've been asked a lot lately why I don't go for this guy or that guy. I thought I would address the issue here and now and in the future refer people to this post. So I've met a lot of great guys lately. A girl would be lucky to have any... well most... of them. But no. I'm holding out. And for what you ask? I want a man (problem #1) who can break my heart. I'm not in a place where I need the security/comfort/companionship/whatever of some casual but steady, together because we get along well and we should be in this for the sake of having someone relationship.

I want to be with someone who I am with because I can't get them out of my thoughts, because I hold on for their every word (see title of post/Dashboard Confessional - Ghost of a Good Thing) and because I cannot imagine not being with them. When I have that then I will give up being single and plunge back into the scary world of love. Until then I will not settle and I will not compromise the love that I know is out there. I want someone who would be able to break my heart - and to have that I have to give my heart to someone. And that's not something that I'm going to do easily.

Further theories on love: Life never seems to send us things at the right time. And I'm pretty sure that the idea of something being perfect is a bit of an illusion, the best you get is perfect for you. But I do believe that things happen for a reason. And that if you give things a chance they will generally play out how they were meant to be.