Who needs heroin when you have V2.0?

Hurray I'm actually updating! Things have been pretty busy in a relaxed way if that makes sense. None of the rush of school, just lots to do. But things have been good. Before I bore anyone with details of my life I'm going to bore everyone with my random thoughts. I've been thinking a lot lately about getting hurt by someone you really care about. And how much it sucks. But I think that its really sad when people stop getting hurt. I would so much rather be able to say that I let people in and I loved and felt and got hurt then to say that I never felt anything so I never got hurt. And if the biggest regret I ever have is that I can't be the one to give someone the same happiness that they have given to me that's ok. At least I can say that I tried and that I loved and that I lived my life fully.

As for the day to day stuff. Work not so great - hours are getting cut a lot at Lucy's and Harvey's is not making up for it. So I need to start the great job hunt again. That's ok though. I can do that. I'm missing Bonnie and Meghann but Meggie will be home soon for shut down week and really the summer is half over already. Missing home a lot - really thinking about just giving up and going home for the rest of the summer except I know there isn't work there. I do miss everyone though. I want my little brother to come stay with me for awhile now that he is done school.

I just want to say hurray for finding people who are at the same level of committment wanting as I am. Its so awesome to have guys who are sweet and fun and great friends who aren't trying to marry me!

Other then that.. not much. I'm so tired right now I'm not even sure this is coherent. I'm sure I'll get comments if its not!