One day at a time is the fastest speed of life

I would like to say that every day that passes gets a little bit easier. Really every day that passes I grow a little more resigned. I wonder if it ever goes away? Someday there will be a day when the memories make me smile, in passing. Until then - longing, anger, butterflies, fear, ectasy. Followed by resignation.

Today was a good day though. I went to Gay Pride in Toronto and had such an awesome day. It was great to go and see something that you definitely don't get to see in St. Thomas. It made me really happy that I got to be there and to share that. Then when I got back to town I found out tonight was one of those random Skinny Phat's playing nights. It was fun, not that me, Jazzy and Taylor every have trouble finding fun. Thanks everyone for a great day. Plus I found out today that I have real hours at Harvey's next week which is great!